Nejifer

[Untitled]

dark rooms made from nothing but air
and still here I am anyway

tumbling towards dainty white flowers
the buzzing of bees singing faintly nearby
the steps taken easily by memory alone

a song made with love
offspring of willow tree and wind
it sways from one side to the other
it whispers to me of sweet good-mornings

stones both heavy and smooth
from my hands splash and thump
from the surface drift down and slow

surely I had been blind before
how could these visions elude me?

1 / 21 / 21

I Suppose I’ll Sleep

I am stuck
rotting away
concealing my intensities

emotions
feelings
ambitions
dreams

what I want
I’ll never have
what I have
is not for me

I want so much
but if I tell
I ruin everything

8 / 5 / 19

Heavy // Family

distantly
the ache echoes
weighs on and on
yet near and far
with conflicting voices
thoughts become shattered
into sharp pieces
spread evenly like the rain from a cloud
hearts may turn
but not on one another?

2 / 9 / 20

Beauty

dropped glass
broken into a million tiny pieces

rays reflecting off crystal shards
having a party in the shadows

dropped soul
broken into a million tiny pieces

somber bits when on their own
frayed and lingering with jealousy

attraction vanishes
develops into repulsion

what have you done to me?
what have you done to me?

3 / 11 / 18